Friday, July 30, 2010
A Love Letter...
My world gets stormy, lonely, confusing...I get emotional, bitchy, crazy...but you, you weather the storm, you overextend your companionship, & you help me to understand...even when I don't want to. Our relationship has been an intense rollercoaster ride thus far & sometimes I question if I'm really equipped to handle the ride. But during the intermissions, when the ride is calm & the breeze is softly blowing, I fall in love with the idea of you...of us. Are the rough times a prelude to what we would potentially look forward to? Or is it God's way of helping us get the kinks out now so that the rest of the ride is smooth sailing? All I know for sure is that the love i feel is pure & true. I can say this with the utmost certainty because I have, for the first time in my life, put all selfish wants aside with the hopes that you will see & experience everything you want to in this life...even if it doesn't include me. Although it hurts to do so at times, I'm content because it signifies a type of love I'm experiencing for the first time in all of my years....imagine the possibilities. I say all of this to convey a message to you...at times I may seem distant, upset, or uncaring but it's nothing more than a twisted manifest of what I may be feeling at the time. At the core of it all is a raw, pure, untainted love that doesn't flicker or fade. It's strong & resilient. So please, never forget I love you.
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Like A God
He has the gift of insight
Because I swear he stares at my soul
Like it's a movie projector
And even through stormy weather
Somehow he knows…
He knows where I've been
And he knows where I need to go
Plus he's not afraid to follow
But in trust, I let him lead
Because his soul softly whispers
To me, secrets of eternity
His regal splendor stops my breath
And in the moment I pray
It isn't over yet
And everyday is the same
My heart flutters whenever
He mentions my name
My bones quiver at the touch of his hand
Seeming more like a God
And less like a man.
Copyright © 2010
Because I swear he stares at my soul
Like it's a movie projector
And even through stormy weather
Somehow he knows…
He knows where I've been
And he knows where I need to go
Plus he's not afraid to follow
But in trust, I let him lead
Because his soul softly whispers
To me, secrets of eternity
His regal splendor stops my breath
And in the moment I pray
It isn't over yet
And everyday is the same
My heart flutters whenever
He mentions my name
My bones quiver at the touch of his hand
Seeming more like a God
And less like a man.
Copyright © 2010
Monday, July 19, 2010
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